f e e l i n g

meg bishop

i’ve been feeling deeply my whole life.

hard things, joyous things, small things, beautiful things, wicked things, lovely things. things that are not mine to feel and things i have yet to let go of. partly due to my upbringing and the rest, well, i was just born this way.

i am realizing there is a reason for this, though. that it is time to finally embrace it all and allow myself to be who i am meant to be. for even when it is a season of hardship, i believe this is when we can truly learn and grow.

i have been in a place of personal growth for a while now. what a beautiful, wild rollercoaster. with every fast turn and slow rise over the hill, i explore more than ever before. learning who i am and who i want to be and then combining them, essentially becoming my best self.

yes, i want inner peace. that is my ultimate dream. but i won’t get there by staying with my feet in the warm sand, paralyzed with comfort. realizing all of this has been a breath of fresh air and a grab to the throat all wrapped up into a ball of unknowns. but that’s okay. i’m ready. to face the unknown, to keep learning, mentally growing and pushing myself so i don’t ever stop.

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